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    Thursday, February 9th, 2006
    3:10 pm
    no diggity
    does anyone even use this piece anymore?

    temple is fabulous. philly is the shit. twp blows. although i am coming home this weekend, but thats only to see my best friend who is coming in for the weekend since i certain 318 dollar ticket took away my chances of flying down there during my spring break. but its all good cause now im going to bloom to spend with my mk.

    how the fuck is it almost vday already? i miss last years valentines day. i hope u get ur ugly ass girlfriend knocked up. oh well...vdays probably more fun when u have more <3ers;). speaking of which that is also another reason why scho ol is so great. "oh ur a slut? me 2". i just kinda hate my situation. phil? hes an asshole..at least he was sweet at the begginning...and eric? i used him so whose laughing now jackass. thats why guys have it so great. but hey, who says girls cant do it too? fuck relationships. i not just saying that cause im bitter, im saying it cause its the truth. everyone seems so damn honest yet thats just because after all these years people have mastered the art of lyihng to a perfection. i love my friends here and woujldnt change them for the world. well id just wish id met them earlier and not wasted so much time with my stupid twp mother fuckers.

    i cant fucking wait till Israel in like in like 4 months!!! and this is why i lkove cololege cause thirstay thursday starts at 3!. fuck this shit

    (seduce me)

    Saturday, October 8th, 2005
    3:34 pm
    i keep thinking abouyt vday this year. and all the nice dinners. and how he cooked for me. and made me try so many different things. and all nights where we didnt do anything, but were always the best of times...just cuase i was with him. the times he took care of me during my stupid drunken nites, or when i got sick he brought me tea. or "breakouts" which were hte absolute best. or the times he took me out of my crazy life and made me feel human and sane again. or the times i fucked up real bad and lost the best thing i have ever had in my whole entire life. i feel like fucking shit.

    (seduce me)

    Saturday, September 10th, 2005
    4:43 pm
    i cant beleive im updating this shit, but id rather be doing this than my english paper. I stole this from rachel fucking daley<3

    TEN Things You Did This Summer
    01 got half naked on my 18th birthday at the stripclub
    02 realized who my real friends were <3
    03 shot pool...alot
    04 went to the beach
    05 went to 5 points like everynite
    06 got wasted
    07 lost someone i really shouldnt have
    08 slept alot
    09 bought alot of shit for school?
    10 had the best fucking summer of my life


    EIGHT Places You Ate At This Summer
    01 5 points
    02 wendy's
    03 taco bell
    04 phily
    05 olive garden
    06 italian bistro
    07 5points
    08 5points

    SEVEN Things that Annoyed You This Summer
    01 still having a curfew after my 18th birthday
    02 getting caught with my bellybutton pierced
    03 not doing everything i wanted to this summer
    04 not having niptuck nites with ym luv be cause its starting later
    05 working at boston market
    06 dad being on vacation alot
    07 losing someone


    SIX Things You Bought This Summer
    01 thousands dollars worth of school shit
    02 food
    03 alcohal
    04 tampons
    05 clothes
    06 hookers


    FOUR Movies You Saw This Summer
    01 house of wax
    02 wedding crashers
    03 charlie and the choc factory
    04 war of the worlds

    THREE Things You Wish You Did
    01 got a killer tan
    02 made the summer longer
    03 gone to coldplay

    TWO Rules You Broke
    01 do illegal substances count?
    02 curfew, jesus thats the story of my whole summer

    ONE Thing You LOVED About This Summer
    01 my friends, and how it was the best fucking sumemr ever

    (1 seduction | seduce me)

    Saturday, July 16th, 2005
    10:06 am
    stolen from liz <3

    current:
    • outfit: zebra pj pants and coheed t
    • jstar necklace, to rings
    • underwear: none;)
    • nail color: clear

    do you:
    • lick yourself: only when its time for my monthly shower
    • whine a lot: of course
    • yell a lot: ive got templer problems
    • hate a lot of people: of course
    • have too many friends: not that i can complain
    • want to die: nah not really
    • have a bf/gf: yuppers• do drugs: na
    • wear dark colors: sometimes
    • dye your hair: yes

    have you ever:
    • kissed someone: yuppers• gotten drunk: haha yes
    • worn rainbow: i dunno wat a gay question
    • talked on the phone for over 3 hours: i love those
    • left the country: nopers
    • had a party with over 30 people: 17th bday was the best
    • taken nude pictures: haha
    • stolen something: once. an eraser from the book fair in elementary school and then returned it
    • caught something on fire: ha im a pyro
    • cheated on someone: ..
    • wanted to cheat on someone: wanted to and should have are 2 different things
    • asked someone out: nah
    • had a dream, then the next day it happens: a lil bit

    last person:
    • you touched: john
    • you talked to: manda
    • you hugged: john
    • you kissed: john
    • you instant messaged: matty
    • who broke your heart: tyler

    are you:
    • understanding: yupp
    • open-minded: very
    • arrogant: nah
    • insecure: occasionally
    • interesting: i guess
    • hungry: always
    • smart: not really lol
    • childish: ill be immature forever
    • independent: yuppers
    • hard working: not really
    • healthy: not really
    • emotional: yes
    • shy: nah not really• difficult: at times
    • attractive: not sure
    • bored easily: nah
    • thirsty: does anyone actually give a shit?
    • obsessed: definitly
    • angry: always
    • sad: lil
    • happy: depends wat day it is
    • trusting: i dont trust poepole...but u can trust me
    • ill: mentally
    • talkative: yes
    • ignored: by some
    • reliable: yes
    • self-disciplined: i guess?
    • sleepy: very
    • lonely: sometimes

    info about yourself:
    • what is your birth name? jess rosen
    • what is your birthday?: 7/11/87
    • age: 18
    • do you have a boyfriend/girlfriend?: yes
    • how tall are you?: 5'6''
    • shoe size?: 8 1/2
    • brothers/sisters?: jack-18 ang-21
    • job?: boston market

    favorites:
    • what is your favorite band?: perfect circle, get up kids, coheed
    • color(s)?: yellow
    • soda?: coke.....with rum
    • music?: everything
    • ice cream?: mint choc chip
    • roller coaster?: hulk
    • candy?: blue crunchy mms
    • cd?: perfect circle-mer de nomes
    • cookies?: burnt choc chip
    • juice?: cranberry
    • holiday?: my birthday
    • month?: july

    in the last 48 hours:
    • cried?: yeah
    • missed someone?: i dont miss poeple
    • yelled at someone?: when dont i
    • changed your underwear?: man thats more laundry
    • drove somewhere?: yes
    • talked to someone on the phone?: yes
    • been online?: yes
    • smiled?: yes
    • had sex?: yes
    • kissed someone?: yes
    • hugged someone?: yes
    • last thing you ate?: bagel
    • talked to an ugly person?: yes

    have you ever:
    • been in love: dunno
    • kissed someone of the same sex: yes
    • been in trouble with the police? ha
    • hit someone?: yes
    • broke something?: yes
    • betrayed a friend?: yes
    • played strip poker?: yupp
    • skipped school?: yuppers i love my friends
    • shot a gun?: nope...but johns taking me soon mwahaha
    • broke something important?: yes
    • smoked weed?: yes
    • smoked a cig?: yeah
    • dyed your hair?: yes

    okay, last questions:
    • what is sitting next to you?: a chair
    • favorite sport?: football
    • are you gay/lesbian/bi/straight? straiiit
    • been in a plane?: yes
    • killed someone?: well i cant tell u that
    • slept during class? wats nap day without school?
    • are you bored of taking this survey?: yes
    • what time is it now?: 10:17 am

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    Tuesday, June 28th, 2005
    1:42 am
    "Tell me your secrets And ask me your questions..."
    i dunno why i even write in this shit. buuut im wide awake and its almost 2 so why the fuck not

    summer is awesome. i cant wait for school. i got my comforter, and it looks like an acid trip.



    im a a horrible person. i was born without a conscious. but sometimes its better that way in the end.


    i just wish i wasnt so scared of being screwed in the end.





    i dont care about ur problems. chances are, i just wished them upon u anyway.





    but from today, or now yesterday i guess...i leave in exactly 2 months.

    (1 seduction | seduce me)

    Tuesday, June 14th, 2005
    11:04 am
    ..dont chya stop..
    fuck mother nature for throwing my period at me 2 days before i have to wear all white. fuck.

    i cant fucking beleive graduation is 2 days from now. this year has been the absolutle best. despite family, some people issues, and i guess some other random shit, i dont ever wanna forget any of this year. but i guess its that shit thats gonna make it easier for me to leave in 2 months. so thank u for that.

    dont get me wrong, im going to miss so much of this year. i miss prom weekend already, and im so sad its over. the friends i have i know i will have no problem with still being friends next year, except if im wrong again, and thye just whind up spending any free second with their signifgant other. which sucks, but watever im over it. i just want some of my friends back, but im having way to much fun with the poeple that actually care about me, so maybe ill just stick to them.

    2 days till graduation
    28 days till my 18th bday
    75 days till project paradise

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    Tuesday, May 31st, 2005
    8:24 pm
    ...and exploding seems like a definite possibility too me..
    i dunno wat i would do with out mk and kath last nite...i luve u guys so much<3 seriuosly? i dont need my family, yeah it would be nice but u cant dream up the impossible. i just wish i didnt lose the couple of ones that meant so mucht to me. that fucking blows. but karma is a bitch, and i have faith that hopefully it will hurt one day. i just wish i didnt feel so alone here. its a team of one. everything i need gets taken away, and im so trapped. i cant take it. everything i do is wrong, and judgement is bad apparently, but noone sees things from my angle. ever. i used to have my sisters at least, but now its like their agaisnt me, and that hurts so fucking bad. all i feel is shit here...and its getting to combustion time.

    88 days till i leave. its nice to have the countdown to less than 3 digits finally.

    i am so fucking excited for prom on friday. im going to get more fucked up then u could ever imagine. eat that, bitches

    i like breakouts.

    i need out.

    (seduce me)

    Thursday, May 19th, 2005
    7:03 pm
    "...but u wont know unless u give it a try..."
    What time are you starting this? 6 45
    Name? Jess rosen
    Nicknames? jess, roro, jro, jessro, jros!
    Date of birth? 7/11/87
    Sex? female
    Height? 5 5?
    Eye color?shit brown
    Where were you born? phil
    Number of candles on your last birthday cake? i dont think i had one
    Pets? none
    Hair color? brownish
    Piercings? ears..caaaant wait till im 18 bitches
    Town you live in? 8-5-6 bitches
    Favorite foods? bacon, pickles, etc..i love food
    Ever been to Africa? nopers
    Been toilet papering? haha nah
    Love someone so much it made you cry? hasnt everyone
    Been in a car accident? cant say i have been
    Croutons or bacon bits? gotta have both
    Favorite day of the week? ones that dont involve school
    Favorite resturant? blue eyes, tgif (*rip), 5 points
    Favorite flower? red and pink roses
    Favorite sport to watch? football
    Favorite drink? water, black cherry wishniak
    Favorite ice cream flavor? rocky road, banada fudge chunk
    Warner Bros. or Disney? def disney
    Favorite fast food restuarant? wendy's
    Carpet color in your bedroom? tanish?
    How many times did you fail your driver's test? passed with flying colas
    Whom did you get your last email from? temple
    Which store would you choose to max out your credit card? urban outfitters, tunes
    What do you do most often when you are bored? sleep, drink
    Most annoying thing to say to me? something discriminitory
    Bedtime? whenever i pass out
    Favorite TV show? s&c, the apprentice, the oc, omg the list could go on
    Last person you went out to dinner with? the crew
    Been out of country? nopers
    Ford or Chevy? none..american cars blow
    What are you listening to right now? coldplay
    Have you ever failed a grade? nah but senioritis is kicking my ass and im pretty damn close to it
    Do you have a crush on someone? ;)
    Do you have a bf/gf?
    If so, what is their name?
    How long have you been together?
    What are you wearing right now?. red shorts, guk tDo you smoke? .
    Do you drink? of course not ;)
    Are you ghetto? nah nigga, im strait
    Are you a player? define player
    What are your favorite colors? yellow, silver
    What is your favorite animal? penguin
    Do you have any birthmarks? tons
    Have you ever gotten your ass kicked? im opretty weak
    Have you ever been slapped? im usually hte one to do the slapping
    Do you get online a lot? im addicted
    Are you shy or outgoing? both...depends how drunk i am...jk..depends who im around
    Do you shower? its almost time for my monthly shower
    Do you hate school? nah..just the teacher/education part
    Do you have a social life? def
    How easily do you trust people? not at all.
    Do you have a secret people would be surprised knowing? probably...i dont tell even my best friends everything
    Would you ever sky dive? one day
    Do you like to dance? LOVE IT
    Have you ever been out of state? definitly
    Do you like to travel? yeah
    Have you ever been expelled from school? no
    Have you ever been suspended from school? no
    Do you want to get out of your hometown? yes
    Are you spoiled? deifnitly not
    Are you a brat? not really
    Have you ever been dumped? yes
    Do you like snapple? yeah
    Do you drink a lot of water? sometimes
    What toothpaste do you use? crest
    Do you have a cell phone? yeah
    Do you have a curfew? unfortunitly
    Who do you look up to? noone actyually
    Are you a role model? probably not...i wo uldnt want poeple to be like me
    Have you ever been to Six Flags or Cedar Point?6 flags
    What name brand do you wear the most? varies
    What kind of jewelry do you wear? my rings and earings
    What do you want pierced? nose, belley button, more holes oin my ears
    Do you like takin pictures? love it
    Do you like gettin your picture taken? um i guess?
    Do you have a tan? lil bit
    Do you get annoyed easily? i get pretty bitchy fast
    Have you ever started a rumor? haha actually...
    Do you have your own phone or phone line? yyeh
    Do you have your own pool? no
    Do you prefer boxers or briefs? boxers..unless u have a sexy body for boxerbriefs
    Do you have any siblings? yes
    Have you ever been played? i hope not
    Have you ever played anyone? um
    Do you get along with your parents? no
    How do you vent your anger? in some bad ways, but usually just running and blasting my music
    Have you ever ran away? for a few hours, but always gotten in trouble
    Have you ever been fired from a job? nopeDo you even have a job?nope
    Do you daydream a lot? all the time
    Do you have a lot of ex's? not alot
    Do you run your mouth?sometimes
    What do you want a tattoo of? nothings that important to me to imprint on my body at the moment
    What do you have a tattoo of?
    What does your ex bf/gf look like? hopefully pretty damn ugly with black eyes and bruises right now
    What does your most recent crush look like? hoottt
    Are you rude? i can be
    What was the last compliment you received? that i looked bute
    What is your heritage? russian 100 percent bitches
    What is your lucky number? 11
    What does your hair look like right now? shitty pillow hgair
    Could you ever be a vegetarian? i looooove chicken and bacon
    Describe your looks? brown hair
    If you had to completely dye your hair it'd be what color? darker i guess
    Would you ever date someone younger than you? ive hookedup with younger
    thou
    Would you ever date someone older than you? yeah
    When was the last time you were drunk? last sat
    How many rings until you answer the phone? 2 or whenever i find it
    When was the last time you went on a date? define date
    Do you look more like your mother or father? father thank god
    Do you cry a lot? i guess
    Do you ever cry to get your way? never works
    Are you the romantic type? im scuh a sucker
    Have you ever been chased by cops? not really...kinda
    What do you like most about your body? im not fat
    What do you like least about your body? my nose, my feet
    When did you have your first crush? preschool
    When was the last time you threw up? coupe weeks ago
    In the opposite sex, do you prefer blondes or brunettes? doesnt matter to me
    Do you ever wear shirts to show your belly? sometimes
    What theme does your room have? messy
    What size shoe do you wear? 8 1/2
    What is your screen name on AIM? skysillouette
    How are you feeling right now? coughy stuffy
    When was the last time you were at a party? couple weeks?
    Has there ever been a rumor spread about you? gay shit get a life
    What is one of your bad qualilties? soooooo lazy
    What is one of your good qualilties? im understanding
    Would you marry for money? nah
    Are you more of a mommys or daddys child? none
    When was the last time you cried in school? last week
    What kind of music do you like? everything dpeneds on my mood
    Would you ever bungee jump? one day
    What is your worst fear? regret
    Would you ever join the army? no
    Do you like cows? their cute
    If you were to die today, what would you do? come back and make everyone feel better cause that feeling sucks so much
    If you had one last word to say to someone before you die, what would it be? that im a lesbian. even though im totally not, itd still be pretty funny for them to think that lol
    Do you like to party? LOVE IT

    (seduce me)

    Monday, May 16th, 2005
    10:50 pm
    i never update this shit anymore. frankly theres no point. its impossible for me to open up. wats the point.

    (seduce me)

    Saturday, May 7th, 2005
    9:41 am
    wild horses, come and take me away...
    1. Who are you?
    2. Are we friends?
    3. When and how did we meet?
    4. Do you have a crush on me?
    5. Would you kiss me?
    6. Give me a nickname and explain why you picked it.
    7. Describe me in one word.
    8. What was your first impression?
    9. Do you still think that way about me now?
    10. What reminds you of me?
    11. If you could give me anything what would it be?
    12. How well do you know me?
    13. When's the last time you saw me?
    14. Ever wanted to tell me something but couldn't?
    15. Are you going to put this on your entry and see what I say about you?

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    Thursday, April 28th, 2005
    10:12 pm
    my worlds upside down...and i wouldnt change a thing...
    1 .PICK ONE OF YOUR SCARS OUT, NOW HOW DID YOU GET IT?

    the 5 inch long scar on my foot from my surgery

    2. WHAT IS ON THE WALLS IN YOUR ROOM?.

    posters everywhere, collages, etc...

    3.WHAT IS YOUR WORST NIGHTMARE?

    edward scissor hands nitemare that i couldnt get rid of

    4. WHAT MUSIC DO YOU LISTEN TO?

    everything...depends on my mood

    5. DO YOU KNOW WHAT TIME YOU WERE BORN?

    11:37 pm

    6. WHAT IS THE WEIRDEST THING YOU HAVE EVER DONE?

    i have done some pretty wierd shit

    7. WHAT DO YOU MISS AT TIMES?

    for some reason, i lack the emotion of "missing" but i did like when my sisters talked to me

    8. WHAT IS THE FIRST THING YOU NOTICE ON SOMEONE (OPPOSITE SEX)?

    eyes, smile...toushie;)

    9. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE SMELL?

    vanilla candles, mellow mood bob marley insense
    10. DO YOU GET CLAUSTROPHOBIC?

    definitly

    11. IF YOU DIED TOMORROW?


    wonder who would show up at my funeral, and who would miss me...and then come back to kick everyones ass

    12. THE LAST PERSON TO MAKE YOU CRY?

    my sister

    13. WHO WAS YOUR FIRST CRUSH WHEN YOU WERE LITTLE?

    prob that kid teddy from preschool

    14. WHAT KIND OF HAIR DO YOU LIKE ON THE OPPOSITE SEX?

    unperfect hair...all over the place...sex hair

    15. WHERE CAN YOU SEE YOURSELF BEING PROPOSED TO AT?

    hopefully in a place that took thought...but i like surprises!

    16. MAKE UP A QUESTION:

    why?

    17. WHERE CAN YOU SEE YOURSELF GOING FOR YOUR HONEYMOON?

    all the way bitches;)

    18. CAN YOU PLAY AN INSTRUMENT

    piano, perc, used to play sax

    19. WHAT KIND OF CHIPS TO YOU PUT INTO YOUR SANDWHICH?

    bbq

    20. WHAT WAS THE LAST GIFT YOUR LAST B/F or G/F GAVE YOU?

    i got a cute lil teddy bear on valentines day last year

    21. WHAT WAS THE FIRST GIFT YOUR current B/F or G/F GAVE YOU?

    hmmm

    22. WHO IS YOUR FAVORITE SINGER?

    maynard, pete yorn, john mayer, ani difranco, man the list could go on..

    23. FAVORITE BAND(s)?

    apc, get up kids, the list could go on...

    24. WHAT KIND OF BOOKS DO YOU LIKE TO READ?

    fucked up ones...ones that dont make sense

    25. FAVORITE PERFUME?

    curve for galss

    26. HOW DO YOU LIKE YOUR COFFEE?

    like my men;)

    27. What's YOUR FAVORITE PHRASE TO USE?

    suck my clit

    28. WOULD YOU FALL IN LOVE KNOWING THAT THE PERSON IS LEAVING?

    u cant help when u fall in love...them leaving would just suck a huge one

    29. WHAT IS THE BEST WAY TO TELL SOMEONE HOW MUCH THEY MEAN TO YOU?

    just tell him as soon as u feel it...no bullshit...such a waste of time

    30. SAY A NUMBER FROM ONE TO A HUNDRED:

    11


    31. BLONDES, REDHEADS OR BRUNETTES?:

    brunettes bitches

    32. WHAT IS THE ONE NUMBER YOU CALL OFTEN:

    mk, john, dave

    33. WHAT ANNOYS YOU MOST?

    lying


    34. HAVE YOU EVER DONE A PRANK CALL?

    haha who hasnt

    35. WHO IS YOUR CURRENT CRUSH?

    :)

    36. WHAT IS YOUR WORST SCARE?

    being alone...having my heart broken

    37. SAY SOMETHING TO SOMEONE YOU HAVEN'T SEEN/TALKED TO IN AWHILE?

    lets makeout?

    38: HAVE YOU EVER SAID "I LOVE YOU" AND NOT MEAN IT:

    i dont think ive ever been in love. not even my family

    39: WHAT WERE YOU DOING BEFORE YOU FILLED THIS SURVEY:

    watching the apprentice

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    Saturday, April 23rd, 2005
    3:04 pm
    ...We trace the sun across the sky
    And we laugh til we cry
    Always so hard to say goodbye
    And we all sit round here in our home town
    It's so good like this, these are times we'll miss
    The memories, I hope will never fade...


    i fucking luv that song. ive been listening to it nonstop. yesterday in psych we watched this creativity project video and it showed footage from like freshman year, and i was on it. its so crazy. i started to cry at the end of it. we graduate in less then 2 months. fuckin crazy. afterwards, i was talking to a couple poeple, and i realized, its kinda sad how its out last prom. we have one more report card left, senior service day, and graduation is all we have. yeah tahts sad, but wat really hit is when we would imagine when we got back from project graduation, and we would start to see poeple leaving one by one. i remmeber writing in yearbooks saying "see you next year" or "have ag reat summer" and its like holy shit there is no next year. i just read jamie's journal and it really hit me hard. we never will call our friends to chat about our sceduals, or any of the other crap. i have had the best fucking year ever this year. dont get me wrong, i am so totally ready to move on, but i am so fuckign glad that i made the friends i did this year. senior trip was fucking kick ass, and i am so excited for prom. they should really have senior year first. how that would work i have no idea, but still. some thing like this could really make someone like highschool, no matter wat kinda shit happens. im excited for temple, and im excited for my future, but i really want the rest of the year to go a lil bit slower. i was always the biggest bitchy culprit of "my fucking god i hate township, i cant wait to leave" and yeah i still have that opinion, but at least i know ill leave twp satisfied.

    last nite was cool...me and eric shot pool and hung out, and tonite is the first nite of passover...niiiice. i love my weekends. i dont wanna waste them. i dont wanna waste any more time.

    (seduce me)

    Tuesday, April 19th, 2005
    9:54 pm
    Last Cigarette:
    couple hours ago?

    Last Alcoholic Drink:
    today

    Last Car Ride:
    few minutes ago

    Last Kiss:
    couple hours ago :)

    Last Good Cry:
    yesterday afternoon

    Last Library Book:
    sheeesh

    Last book bought:
    a meditation one

    Last Book Read:
    night

    Last Movie Seen in Theatres:
    ammytville murder...fuckin scary

    Last Movie Rented:
    van wilder?

    Last Cuss Word Uttered:
    fuck...as usual

    Last Beverage Drank:
    coffee

    Last Food Consumed:
    hoadie

    Last Crush:
    :)

    Last Phone Call:
    mom

    Last TV Show Watched:
    desperite housewives...omg i fucking love that show

    Last Time Showered:
    psh yesterday

    Last Shoes Worn:
    my orange reebok classics nigga

    Last CD Played:
    my sappy mix

    Last Item Bought:
    coffee

    Last Download:
    some porno

    Last Annoyance:
    the world

    Last Disappointment:
    my family

    Last Soda Drank:
    cokee

    Last Thing Written:
    cokee

    Last Key Used:
    e

    Last Words Spoken:
    peace out niggas

    Last Sleep:
    tyoday in school

    Last Ice Cream Eaten:
    rocky road

    Last Chair Sat In:
    yo mommas lap

    Last Webpage Visited:
    this one...oh and yo mommas nude photo site

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    Sunday, April 17th, 2005
    11:19 pm
    ...you do something to me that i cant explain...
    yesterday was the 2 month mark before graduation. hell fucking yes. im so ready to move on with my life.

    sometimes i feel like shits been hitting rock bottom. its like this huge rut, and ur just so stuck. my sisters used to be the only thing that kept me sane living here...now i dont even have them anymore. as soon as i step inside here, things just crumble...but as soon as i walk out that door, usually wiht him...everything seems to be ok, and that im really not as alone as i feel. i just dont understand shit sometimes. the parents will never understand until they relize that they have absoulty no contact with the 3 kids they once attempted to raise. fucking bullshit. everything is a lie. temple cant come soon enough.

    senior trip was great, cant wait till prom, and graduation needs to be here now...i dont even care about teh summer...i just wanna move out now. and get on with my life.

    (seduce me)

    Friday, March 25th, 2005
    6:37 pm
    i take back everything.

    (seduce me)

    Wednesday, March 23rd, 2005
    5:52 pm
    i would like a place i could call my own...
    a lil less than 3 months till graduation, and its never felt so good before. i understand why poepole are sad, and say they are gonna miss it, but if you think about it, school is just a place where u get ur education and make friends. so if they really are ur true friends, u wont have to miss them cause they will be there for you no matter wat. i was looking at old pics from like myrtle beach, dances, etc and i got this huge sense of nostalgia. im going to miss those times like whoa, but i cant wait to have more fun times in the future. im ready to go.

    i cant wait till temple.

    i will never dick over a friend for a guy, or for anyone for that matter. i wish others would do the same and remember that ur friends were there for you way before.

    i feel like i made a complete 180 overnite.

    i am getting more and more excited for florida every day.

    spring break, fartknockers..

    (seduce me)

    Wednesday, March 9th, 2005
    3:15 pm
    "..I know that it's pointless to keep holding on But something inside tells me you're where I belong
    "...Something in your eyes,
    makes me want to lose myself,
    in your arms.
    There's something in your
    voice,makes my heart beat fast.
    Hope this feeling lasts, the rest
    of my life.
    If you knew how lonely my life has been,
    And how long I've been
    so alone.And if you knew how I wanted someone to come along,
    And change my life the way you've done..."

    lil more then 3 months till graduation. 3 weeks from now ill be in warm weather while all u fuckers are here in dirty jerz. i dont even care about senior trip, its just gonna be really nice to get away from this awful weather and state.

    me and ma bestest mary katherine have a date on friday how bitchin. were gonna go stalk our lil ruby tuesdays waiter mwahaha

    jack johnson sept 10. abs and rachel are goin wtih me, and are gonna stay with me that weekend!! fuckin righteous. tis so awesome to look forward to that. templetempletemple. i love it. i wish it was the end of august already. fuck the summer.


    and ill do wat i want...i dont care wat people have to say.

    im thinkin bout making this a friends-only journal so if u wanna be added, leave me sum luvin and ill add ya







    annnnnnnndddd.......im gonna totally Jack his Johnson..

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    Wednesday, March 2nd, 2005
    12:44 am
    i dont care how descriptive or how long somone talks about things, noone will ever be able to understand. and that is the most fucking frustrating thing in the world. maybe i just dont have as good enough friends as i thought i did. or maybe an accurate understanding of a person is impossible to attain unless its urself. people are a waste of time. friendships are a waste of time. all i ahve come to realize is the only person u can rely on is ur self, and even that can fail on u. everyone is fake. nothing is real. relationships are fake. there is no such thing as a selfless person. they dont exist. i am going away and never looking back.

    (2 seductions | seduce me)

    Tuesday, March 1st, 2005
    4:19 pm
    you do something to me that i cant explain...
    this weekend is gonna be bitchin.

    :)

    find a guy who calls you beautiful instead of hot,
    who calls you back when you hang up on him,
    who will stay awake just to watch you sleep.
    Wait for the boy who kisses your forhead,
    who wants to show you off to the world
    when you are in your sweats,
    who holds your hand in front of his friends,
    who thinks you're just as pretty without makeup on.
    Wait for the one who is constantly reminding you
    of how much he cares about you
    and how lucky he is to have you.
    Wait for the one who turns to his friends and says, "...that's her."



    my sister isnt going to temple anymore. which i cant describe how happy that makes me. as selfish as that sounds, i really did need my own thing. everything works out how its supposed too. i like my life right now..

    (seduce me)

    Sunday, February 27th, 2005
    9:49 pm
    So leave out the others baby, say im the only one...
    i feel like i fucked up, but im prayin that itll play out how its meant to play out. sometimes i just do stupid things. watever. shit happens.

    this weekend was amazing. life should just be one giant weekend <3

    judgemental people can go fuck themselves in their rectum. its not fair that i can be a private person, and that just makes poeple judge you even more. fuck you.

    (x ) snuck out of the house
    () gotten lost in your city
    ( ) saw a shooting star
    () been to any other countries besides the united states
    ( ) had a serious surgery
    (x) gone out in public in your pajamas
    ( x) kissed a stranger
    (x) hugged a stranger
    ( ) been in a fist fight
    ( ) been arrested
    ( x) done drugs
    (x ) had alcohol
    ( x) laughed and had milk/coke come out of your nose
    (x)pushed all the buttons on an elevator
    ( x) made out in an elevator
    ( x) swore at your parents
    (x )kicked a guy where it hurts
    ( ) been in love
    (x ) been close to love
    (x) been to a casino
    ( ) been skydiving
    (x) broken a bone
    (x ) been high
    ( ) skinny-dipped
    ( x) skipped school
    ( x) flashed someone
    ( x) saw a therapist
    (x) done the splits
    (x ) played spin the bottle
    (x ) gotten stitches
    ( ) drank a whole gallon of milk in one hour
    (x) bitten someone
    () been to Niagara Falls
    (x) gotten the chicken pox
    (x) kissed a member of the opposite sex
    (x) kissed a member of the same sex
    ( )crashed into a friend's car
    ( ) been to Japan
    (x) ridden in a taxi
    (x) been dumped
    ( ) shoplifted
    ( ) been fired
    ( ) ever had a crush on someone of the same sex
    (x) had feelings for someone who didnt have them back
    ( x) stole something from your job
    ( x) gone on a blind date
    (x) lied to a friend
    ( x) had a crush on a teacher
    ( ) celebrated mardi-gras in new orleans
    ( ) been to Europe
    ( ) been married
    ( ) gotten divorced
    ( ) had children
    ( ) saw someone die
    ( ) been to Africa
    () Driven over 400 miles in one day
    () Been to Canada
    ( ) Been to Mexico
    (x) Been on a plane
    ( x) Seen the Rocky Horror Picture Show
    ( ) Thrown up in a bar
    ( ) Purposely set a part of myself on fire
    (x) Eaten Sushi
    ( ) Been snowboarding
    ( ) Met someone in person from the internet
    (x) Been moshing at a rock show
    ( ) Been to a moto cross show
    ( ) lost a child
    ( ) gone to college
    ( ) graduated college
    (x ) done hard drugs
    ( ) tried killing yourself
    (x) taken painkillers
    (x) love someone or miss someone right now

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